Putting off exam essays

While stalling on doing my exam work, i decided to do a bra fitting with the help of some google links.

Turns out i'm a 30C. Where do i find a bra that size?

The size makes sense. The cups for a 32B fit fine, but a 32 is too loose for me and ends up near my shoulders even if it's on the smallest hook.

And on my more frustrating days, i just want to avoid using hooks completely and just tie the back of my bra up like a knot so it can finally be tight enough.

So satisfying.

Now, i really should start working...perhaps i'll do a load of laundry first? And there are some dishes laying around...

I haven't even had a chance to romp around in the snow yet!

So pretty!

Keeping me sane:

Shut up and dance - Aerosmith

Classic.

Aren't I too young for this?

I have such a headache right now.

I'm trying to figure out my life right now. It's so much harder than i imagined.

So, here is what i'm trying to decide between:

Go into teaching:

• Which means i need to go to teachers college for a year.
• Getting an actual job could/would be painful.

Become a Drama therapist:

• Would have to go to Concordia for two years...don't really want to move that far from Toronto.
• Because it's an MA, i would be extremely busy and have little time for socializing. It could be a lonely two years.
• Would not be as hard to get a job in DT as it would be to get a job in teaching.
• Pay would be better
• Also, as an alternative to Concordia, I could go to England to study. Drama Therapy is exploding there. If i want to get my MA in Canada, it's Concordia.

Go into Tourism:

• Work my way into gov jobs through connections.
• Would need to get an MBA eventually.
• MBA would take two years and involve finance. Something i'm not good at.

I think before I decide on any of this, i would want to take a year off and just work. Maybe i would sublet my Toronto place if i didn't want to give it up? Going straight from undergrad into a two year MA could be deadly for my sanity.

These decisions are far too hard.

I feel like i just decided what i wanted to study in university. And now it doesn't even matter. Time to move onto the next subject to study.

Frustrating.

Musings

I really need to get my life in order.

When i'm living in guelph, it is easy to forget that i have some health problems. And then i do things that negatively effect my health. So, i need to get this dealt with.

Tonight, i'll start jogging again, or if that doesn't happen, i have to go for a long walk. Something to get me moving about. And i need to stop eating such shitty food. I don't want to buy anymore groceries for the rest of the semester, but next semester, i need to fit veggies in in a big way.

I don't think i'm going to bother trying out for the mainstage next semester. I'm doing a full load of classes with no distance ed, so i'll be busy. especially with 4 of my classes being english classes. Hopefully i can get some of my reading done over the winter break!

Also, next semester i'd like to do a gym class. Spinning perhaps? or maybe a pilates...

Dietary Preferences

Just ate pizza and was so disappointed. Since giving up dairy, it just hasn't tasted the same whenever i DO eat it. In my memory, pizza was just amazing. Now? It's bland and blah. Not something i enjoy eating. I ate one piece and I don't think i'll bother with the rest.

I'm so excited!!!!

VS fashion show on the November 30th!!!!!

AHHHHH

The wait is killing me!

They really need a ginger in the mix. Gingers can be sexy too!