To do for tomorrow

Things i must do on friday:

• see my dentist
• get my eyebrows done....finally
• get my hair cut/coloured
• go to vs and urban
• get a hundred or so pages done of reading.

Oh my....

I'm feeling so down from the play i saw tonight. The trip down was fun, but once the show started, i was quickly bummed out.

The play was about street youth, particularly about a few late teen/20 somethings from the middle place from downtown toronto.

The play was very well made. There were laugh's for sure. But there were definitely some low points. One of the saddest was right after the play when the actors held a question period with the audience. A group of girls in the audience were from a shelter downtown and very emotionally explained that they loved the play and that it truly touched them. It was quite the moment. Unfortunately, it has me feeling rather low. I don't think i've ever been kicked out of a holiday spirit so hard as this night has done to me. With halloween approaching, i've never felt less excited. If i go out, i may just throw something together. Perhaps i'll be a nerd? i just need to button up a shirt and tuck it into my pants, then dawn a taped pair of glasses.

Halloween is a frivolous time (one of the reasons i usually love it) and now i feel stupid for previously being excited. The play is based off of transcripts from the youth shelter. They were completely true, down to the last word. And it has me feeling like an asshole.

http://passemuraille.on.ca/shows/2010-2011-season/middle-place/

Go see this.

Plan for tomorrow

Very important thing that i must get done on monday.

1. get my eyebrows done. they're terrifying.
2. do my assignment for tuesday. its going to kill me a whole lot.
3. get 100 pages of reading done. preferably on Blacklist.
4. if it isn't raining, then i will jog.

It's Unofficial

I admit it.

Halloween is my favorite holiday.

Absolute favorite.

I've been excited for it since August.

But, why is it my favorite? I feel like i need to explain.

It's just happy.

All my childhood memories about it are great.

Halloween was always just bright colours, make believe, candy, and running around in the middle of the night.

And now it's bright colours, sexy make believe, candy, alcohol, and running around in the middle of the night.

What's not to love?

Christmas is up there, but it gets so expensive. Also, any sort of religious holiday is kinda sad because not everyone's involved. But when it comes to halloween, no one's left out! it's the best.

A Do Or Don't?

I bought a pair of MAC false eyelashes to wear on halloween and any other costumie occasions coming my way (new years?).

But i keep thinking about this one scene from the Georgia Nicolson series that i used to read as a young teenager. Do you know the moment i'm speaking of?

In case we're not on the same page, i'll refresh your memory or perhaps just fill you in.

Georgia would always wear false eyelashes when going out partying. She's a bit of a tart, and she loves her eyelashes.

But on one occasion when out at a bar, one of her eyes got stuck shut because she didn't place the glue on the lashes properly. Unfortunately for her, this happened when talking to a guy she liked. I can't remember what happened after that, but she probably pretended to wink or dance away or something equally awkward.

I keep imagining this happening to me. But then again, i'm not some tarty, 15 year old british girl.

Stressing

Once again, i seem to be losing weight for no apparent reason.

What the hell is going on with me?

Since the beginning of september, i've lost roughly 5 pounds.

Before september, i was very physically active because of work. As well, i was eating healthy foods. Since then, i've been living a much more sedentary lifestyle because of school, and eating only shitty foods, as well as drinking much more than i did during the summer.

Should this not equate weight gain?

Perhaps i'm going to have another growth spurt? I think that's why i lost so much weight last year...

I think i'm going to buy a scale for my guelph house. I want to keep an eye on this.

Hate this day

Such a frustrating weekend.

• Spent yesterday reading the first novel for my tuesday class.
• Read the second novel this morning.
• Am now writing a paper for a separate class.
• Just got off the phone. Had a fight with the secretary of my dentist because should didn't want to book me on the one day i will be in toronto. I got the appointment in the end.
• Know i should go for a run tonight but don't know if i have the time or energy. So aggravating.
• Need to legitimately study my notes for my midterm tomorrow.
• Want to shower right this moment but because i may jog later, i can't.
• Am dying of boredom.
• Am about to check my online banking. So scared.
• Damn, now i'm hungry.