Currently reading Tracks by Louise Erdrich.
Very good.
I definitely recommend it.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Spring needs to arrive now.
I'm so excited for all the 70's patterns and shapes for spring 2011.
They look so fresh and playful!
They look so fresh and playful!
I also love that this includes high waisted everything still.
It just makes legs look so much better.
Back in the day, i could never pull off those skirts that sat low on the hips. Just terrible.
This is seems so much more wearable, at least for my body frame.
I also like that this reminds me of Charlies Angels.
What's not to love?
I especially love the colours. I'm not one to wear black and now there should be an abundance or bright and cheerful clothing.
Can't wait for spring!
Stressful
Is anyone else scared of the future?
I used to think that i wanted to be a high school teacher, and now i'm not so sure.
I think i want to do a masters in public policy and administration....
But i'm not positive.
I have to have all these choices ready for 4th year, and that is creeping up very quickly.
Too much stress, not enough fun.
And when class starts again on the 10th it's going to be even less fun.
I'm thinking i might take a fifth year first semester to space things out a bit, and then i could take the rest of that year to work and have a break from school. And then i'd do the masters.
Scary stuff.
I used to think that i wanted to be a high school teacher, and now i'm not so sure.
I think i want to do a masters in public policy and administration....
But i'm not positive.
I have to have all these choices ready for 4th year, and that is creeping up very quickly.
Too much stress, not enough fun.
And when class starts again on the 10th it's going to be even less fun.
I'm thinking i might take a fifth year first semester to space things out a bit, and then i could take the rest of that year to work and have a break from school. And then i'd do the masters.
Scary stuff.
Longing
I'm actually dying waiting for spring to arrive.
I miss the warmth.
I miss having an income.
I miss shopping for things that aren't cold weather appropriate.
I miss my tan.
I miss bikinis!
I miss the warmth.
I miss having an income.
I miss shopping for things that aren't cold weather appropriate.
I miss my tan.
I miss bikinis!
Hating on fb again
I think i might take down my fb wall again.
I just don't use it! and something about the wall has always weirded me out...
Also, my birthday is in a month so i might disable it for that time period anyways. that way i can pretend like my bday isn't happening and no one needs to know i'm aging.
My housmates, how often do i actually write on your walls, even after you've written on mine?
Exactly, i just don't use it....barely use fb in general actually. But if i were to get rid of it i would feel too out of the loop and confused about life.
Maybe i could get rid of it? I could do it as a challenge, and then maybe stay off of it.
No, that won't work. I'd be too paranoid that there are sloppy pics of me up there that i don't know about.
Getting rid of it does sound pretty tempting though...might miss it for school things though.
Stupid facebook.
I just don't use it! and something about the wall has always weirded me out...
Also, my birthday is in a month so i might disable it for that time period anyways. that way i can pretend like my bday isn't happening and no one needs to know i'm aging.
My housmates, how often do i actually write on your walls, even after you've written on mine?
Exactly, i just don't use it....barely use fb in general actually. But if i were to get rid of it i would feel too out of the loop and confused about life.
Maybe i could get rid of it? I could do it as a challenge, and then maybe stay off of it.
No, that won't work. I'd be too paranoid that there are sloppy pics of me up there that i don't know about.
Getting rid of it does sound pretty tempting though...might miss it for school things though.
Stupid facebook.
New year, new me? Probs not.
Now that it's 2011, i think i should make some goals for myself.
A lot has changed in the past year, and i need to change my life to keep growing as a person.
The only problem is I don't know what changes to make.
There are the general goals that everyone has, like to lose weight or to get in shape, but those don't really work. I need to find ones that really apply to me.
Reducing the amount of processed sugar would be a good start. I also need to get more salt in my diet, but that's not as hard as reducing sugar so it isn't a worry.
I don't know if the recent weight gain is good or bad. It depends how much of it is water weight from medication. If it's just water then my bmi is still in the 16 point whatnots and is still considered unhealthy. If it's actual weight then my bmi has improved. I'm hoping that once my spinning and pilates classes start i'll gain some muscle mass.
Part of me wants to try and be more open to guys but i doubt that'll happen. Whenever guys approach me in bars it's just because they want a hook up and i don't think i'm there in my life right now. I can't just hook up with someone, i'm not like that. When i was younger i could, but now it just isn't appealing. Like, what if they have herpes?! Disgusting.
A lot has changed in the past year, and i need to change my life to keep growing as a person.
The only problem is I don't know what changes to make.
There are the general goals that everyone has, like to lose weight or to get in shape, but those don't really work. I need to find ones that really apply to me.
Reducing the amount of processed sugar would be a good start. I also need to get more salt in my diet, but that's not as hard as reducing sugar so it isn't a worry.
I don't know if the recent weight gain is good or bad. It depends how much of it is water weight from medication. If it's just water then my bmi is still in the 16 point whatnots and is still considered unhealthy. If it's actual weight then my bmi has improved. I'm hoping that once my spinning and pilates classes start i'll gain some muscle mass.
Part of me wants to try and be more open to guys but i doubt that'll happen. Whenever guys approach me in bars it's just because they want a hook up and i don't think i'm there in my life right now. I can't just hook up with someone, i'm not like that. When i was younger i could, but now it just isn't appealing. Like, what if they have herpes?! Disgusting.
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