Frustration

I don't know if Get Outside Shoes is clever or just lazy. I was so excited when i saw that they had the Tom shoes i wanted in my size, so of course i had to order them. Couldn't help it.
Turns out, they didn't have the my in my size at all. They just take orders, wait a week, and then tell you that they never actually had them in your size because they haven't bothered to update their website since they originally stocked the shoe.
So now i'm getting them in grey because I could do an exchange. I want to get something out of this!
I do like the grey. They're so easy to wear with jeans, it's ridiculous. 

Malleable

It's strange that what you grow up with tends to define you. It affects what your future career could be, or even who you marry.

My definition of beauty has probably been most strongly defined by what i see through the media via television.

The following is just something for myself. I wanted to see all the images of what i think has shaped me, all at once. You know, just to see if i can see any of me in there.

Keeping myself distracted from work

I can't make any big changes to my hair because of my sisters upcoming wedding, so i'm planning to change it right after.

I'm loving Abbey Lee's bangs. They're so perfectly flirty. If i dye my hair darker, i think i can pull it off.

Also, i'm going to make a hair resolution and try not to blow dry my hair every day. I've always done my hair after showering, ever since grade 7. I'm going to try and go a few days per week without a blowout.

I've only managed two days in a row so far, so this may get rough.

Wish me luck!

Home for a rest

While it's nice being home for a break, it's not very healthy for my bank account.

All the christmas shopping isn't good for me. I keep buying things for myself!

Exibit A:

I'd take a pic of myself wearing them because that would be clearer, but then people would know what i look like....not so fond of that idea.

Perhaps in the future i'll try something like that, but it seems a bit too 'fashion blog' to me.

It is really nice being home. Probably one of the best parts of home is having my pets around. I always feel a bit guilty when i'm in Guelph and can't take care of them.

It can be hard to get a good picture of Lucy and Roxy. Roxy always likes the camera a bit too much, and Lucy couldn't care less.

The biggest perk of home? It actually feels like Christmas is coming. At school, everything is just work. It's nice to get away from that for a bit.

I should probably be doing work right now, but i've got a choice between two final assignments for one of my classes and i can't decide which one to do. So instead, i'm watching toy story 3 and eating christmas cookies.

I seriously am eating way too much these days. This morning i woke up and felt ill. But i ate breakfast anyways. And then i ate a second breakfast and i finally felt better. I was just extremely hungry. I ate 4 pop tarts and a large peameal bacon sandwich and a cup of coffee and a cup of tea. It took THAT much to make me feel full. And i'm already hungry again.

Perhaps ichiban and egg for lunch?

Not until this movie's over though. It's surprisingly stressful.

And the doctors appointments start up again.

Fun.

Lets see how they kill me this time.

Shoes!

Got myself Toms.

They're such a pretty blue!

Normally i'd wait to buy these because they're such a warm weather sort of shoe, but this is the first time i've seen them in my size, so i had to get them.

besides, i feel bad about buying winter clothes at this time of year unless i seriously want them. I just won't get enough use out of it for the rest of the season if I don't like it enough. Really, by april it's too warm to wear most winter clothing. And a lot of it feels too Christmas themed to be wearing in february or march.

Stupid winter.

What's What's His Face's name? Honestly can't remember....

Does anyone else consider Bridget Jones's Diary a chirstmas movie? I was watching it before bed and thought that maybe this is a little sad. It really has nothing to do with Chistmas besides that fact that it makes Bridget feel pathetic. And the most memorable moment is when Hugh Grant and Whats His Face are fighting.

i really need to invest in some better Christmas movies.

Whoa, just had a mental freak out. James Franco was in Spiderman????? The fuck?

And now i need to look away from the screen because the spider's biting the What's His Face from Spiderman.

Don't judge me for watching spiderman. My last theatre class was all about the upcoming broadway production and i have to watch it now to get it out of my head. Also, i just want something to have in the background while i'm doing shit.

This movie is really bothering me though. Lke seriously, if you were bit by some large purple spider which is foreign and probs poisonous (judging from the bulbous purpleness), wouldn't you go see a doctor? or get your parents to take you to the hospital once you start feeling extremely sick? I thought What's His Name was supposed to be smart.